Spiritual Vacation (part 2)
Repost from the Buffalo Diaries (2/16/11)
I went on a Spiritual Vacation since I last posted here at the Buffalo Diaries. The journey deepened my friends! More was revealed as I continued my quest for the Truth about me. My practice expanded and there was much discovered regarding self-limitations that I had been placing on myself, contracts reeking of the Old Ways came forth to be released as I brought consciousness into the vacancies within my being. I continue to see just how the whole thing works in its simplicity, wrapped in my complexities. When I get out of my own way, relax into the experience observing the circumstances as a witness rather than vested participant I am better able to stay in the flow of consciousness that allows this state to exist.
What did I do on my Vacation?
I listened and acted, moving with the flow I was, and still am always in the right place, at the right time with the right knowledge. I meet people and have experience manifest by, you got it,me. I am the Creator of my experience. I am a part of the Source Energy of which galaxies are born and my thoughts, words, actions and intentions are guiding the building blocks of my very reality. I am grateful for this knowledge gained through direct experience!
Now, there is only Love in the air… Source Creator through me and into the world. I am the interface and I gratefully accept the mission. It is I, You, We that are in the drivers seat of our individual crisis. Holding on, but to what, I ask? Is it worth it? Can you be Love in every moment? Can you share Love with All Creation right Now? Will you let go of your limitations to experience the magnificent Creation you truly are?
Well, let me tell you, I had some issues to be released around those questions and it revealed an inner relationship that was unhealthy and tainted my experience of reality. These things come up for reason, at the propitious moment, sensing the release much may try to dissuade you from letting go. Be alert, my friends, as the forces that separate are quick to keep us locked into the illusion. The consciousness available to humankind today is immense. All we have to do is start letting go. Start releasing judgement, fear, anger or greed; all Unity rending emotions that lead to separation from Source. These things do not help us anymore and will further disparage our experience if we continue to hold on to them.
Now is the time to recognize another way. These past 16 days, double infinity, rather than allow more vacancy in my being, I systematically went after it and went to the core, yet again, to discover the densities that still resided there. Deeply, I meditated on the Yoga Sutras. They are a wonderful guide to the Truth… Amazing things happened! Miracles revealed themselves as the darkness fell away revealing the brilliance of the moment. The Loving Timeline, ever-present opened to me more deeply than before, revealing Truths about this experience previously inaccessible.
When I needed something, it appeared from a Loving Source. When I gave, it was freely and unconditionally from the heart, knowing that my gift was received by the Universe, bestowed upon a person, place or thing. I was completely in the Divine flow and Higher Consciousness. Ideas flowed and meetings occurred. I allowed the gifts that were coming to me to be received; vigilant and aware of the energy that was manifesting in my presence.
A wonderful friend provided an opportunity to dog-sit that allowed the space to finish my book, Heroes of the Now. I had a week in luxury accommodations with the company of an Akita named George, whose unconditional Love poured from him in every moment. I battled demons and had the support to do so that allowed a complete release of some past patterns and habituated limiting behaviors. I met with a fellow publisher and was given much insight and advice regarding Heroes of the Now. Every step I took in faith, the tread before me appeared. There was another meeting, as well that is developing something really sweet. The energy is evolving and more will be revealed at the correct moment. I am grateful…
Before I departed, I submitted my final papers for my Yoga Teachers Training. My Sadhanaagain has deepened, these past two weeks allowing an even deeper immersion into my practice. Today, my final paper is published here, with high regards from my teacher. I am in the knowing that my steps are leading me to higher ground and affirmations, signs and synchronicities are showing me the Truth along the way. My Higher Consciousness is my guide and my Authentic Power flows through me these days, even when the ‘hits’ come in. With great power comes great responsibility and I can see where my experiences are preparing me to wield this Sword of Truth in a humble way.
The inspirations that I have received only come from the Garden, they are filled with such highprana and Light. Their implementation will bring about tremendous success and share so much Love with All Creation. I must be ready to do so with grace and ease, that I am pure of body, mind and spirit so as to insure impeccable integrity and integration in implementation. These are the gifts of Spirit Divine they are available to all and in my bounty I share with All Creation. Freely I give a percentage, a tithe, of my time, talents and treasures back into theSpiritual Economy from whence it came; I am merely the vessel this Spiritual abundance and prosperity flows through and my tithe is my sincerest gratitude and thanks to the Creator of All that Is.
I am a part of this Spiritual Economy and my presence facilitates its flow through me. I continue to go deeper into my Sadhana, to listen and observe, as it provides the freedom to participate and share on the Loving Timeline. The highest good for All Creation is unfolding before me and Now I allow myself into the stream…
Crisp and cool, crystal depth where once stood stagnation there is now the Garden and I rejoice…
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